Lately I cry and cry. I have to admit that I’m an overly emotional person (I once had a female manager tell me I was “worse than a woman”). Regardless of the fact that I’m given to feeling things profoundly, I’d have to say that the last 6 months or so have been exceptionally turbulent with tears.
Those that have followed my post or at least read a sampling of it before might know that my hobby is animal advocacy. To all of you that have been to Grasping the Tale before, I apologize for the months since my last post, but it is my engagement in this second full-time, non-paying vocation that has kept me from blogging. In fact, I haven’t really written even my poetry/lyrics with any kind of appreciable frequency. Whichever part of the brain it is which I utilize to advocate has kept me wrapped up there so I can’t transition to the creative part.
About the tears: it is so draining to see the animals for which I advocate suffer so much, have their innocence and dependence upon mankind be betrayed so badly. It runs from the (unfortunately) typical cases of neglect to the worst possible scenarios. Two cases recently have taken a toll on those of us that dwell in the “online animal kingdom”.
One is the story of Lennox, an American Bulldog/Retriever mix that was a family pet in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Lennox was seized by the Belfast City Council for violation of DDA, or Dangerous Dogs Act, which is known as BSL (or Breed Specific Legislation) in America. The Council determined Lennox to be a Pit Bull even though he is the breed mix stated above. Pit Bulls are banned in Belfast as per the DDA. Despite the fact that he only resembled a pit bull and had never bitten, attacked, or even threatened anyone, Lennox was taken. While in their custody, one member of the Belfast Council declared Lennox too dangerous to be allowed to live, even though video exists of her with Lennox stitting by her feet and at one point even licking her. The family fought through the legal system for two years to regain their cherished family member. After losing the last round of appeals at the end of June, the family’s legal counsel advised them to end the fight.
During this entire ordeal, the world became aware of the story, and literally hundreds of thousands of advocates were signing and posting petitions to free Lennox and return him to his home. Later on, well-reknowned animal behavior experts such as Cesar Milan and Victoria Stilwell offered to take Lennox out of the country and work with this “dangerous” dog to become a well-mannered, safe member of society (which, of course, he already was). The City Council ignored all requests. The council declared that they would euthanize Lennox at 7:00 a.m. on July 11th.
There was a flurry of activity to add even more signatures to the petitions, and media markets all over the world ran pieces about the fight to save Lenox’s life. Hoping that the negative publicity would move the Council even if the appeals to their human decency failed, the animal-loving world held its breath.
Lennox was killed by the council as declared on the morning of July 11th. So many mourn this senseless and evil loss of life, and sympathize with Lennox’s family, who were denied requests to see him one last time, to be with him when he was killed, and to at least receive his collar as a relic of him. They were told they MIGHT be given some of his ashes after he was cremated, though even that has not been provided at this point. It has of course been theorized that Lennox was either killed while the legal battle was still going on or that he died languishing in his meager cell (pictures showed it devoid of food and water bowls and even appropriate bedding). These are just theories, though they are highly likely scenarios.
The other dog’s account that has crippled me emotionally is that of Buck, a blind elderly dog that was released from a shelter to an individual that either let him free or negligently allowed him to escape. After weeks of searching for Buck, his body was found in a concrete enclosure. It has not been revealed at this point how he ended up in this cement resting place or whether he died of exposure and lack of sustenance, torturous foul play, or a mixture. The fact that he died alone and hungry, thirsty, and without even the sight to understand his surroundings is too much. I keep thinking that some SUBhuman beings might have even abused him to death, which is worse.
I sometimes wonder whether it’s worth being part of this world when such stories of incomprehensible pain and cruelty seem increasingly the norm….
I had written a poem for Lennox upon hearing of his official end (the grief being so great that the artistic flood gates finally broke), and will conclude this post with it. You’ll notice the title says “Part II”, and this is because Part I was written the night before as a sort of prayer (unanswered, obviously) for his life to be spared. I am too drained at present to write one for Buck, though I absolutely want to do so.
For Lennox, Part II 7/11/12
Belfast now a place of scorn
As countless hearts lie ripped and torn
For all the pleas you would not answer,
Your pride and ignorance like a cancer.
You could have picked another way
Yet bathed your hands in blood today.
You heeded none, for you thought best
To lay an innocent one to rest.
I hope your conscience one day wakes
And your hands shake in fits and quakes
When you see doings that you sought
Have not justice, but murder brought.
You’ve disgraced yourselves before the world;
In Hell’s fires your souls be curled
Around a spit and searing slow
For how you have brought Belfast low.
I can’t see why you’ve made this choice
Now countless cry in Lennox’s voice.